20 weeks!

We're officially halfway there! This is such a significant milestone for me. This week marks the one year anniversary of our loss, so to reach this breathable moment in my pregnancy and know that Cuppa is growing and thriving is so important to me.

I had my 20 week checkup today. Everything was perfect. I didn't get scolded about my weight gain for once, and everything else checked out right on target. For once, I left feeling really good. After my appointment, I had my follow-up ultrasound to check Cuppa's heart.

The tech was MUCH better this time! She took time to explain things to me and made sure to point out when Cuppa was doing something cute. No surprise, my little spinner was hard at work making herself dizzy. And, she still likes to bop herself in the head with her fist, which is really funny to watch. (I am SO going to be one of those moms who laughs when her kid does something that probably doesn't warrant a laugh). Thankfully, her heart looked great and she is measuring right on track too.

And...I get to keep the ladybug bedding I bought, since she has NOT grown a noodle in the last 2 weeks. :)

The other really cool thing about this week? I can feel her. Not all the time and not super strong, but I know when it's her and when it's not (gas is no longer questionable baby movements). I felt my first real kick on Saturday while we were eating dinner. (Note to self: spicy food makes baby either very happy or very angry). I've felt her a few times since then, and each time it just makes me smile.

I'm so in love with my little girl. I can't believe that in just a few more months I'll get to meet her. I'm a lucky, lucky woman.